We lost to yishun sec..i am so3 sorrie cap.. i noe its partly my fault..and i noe i suck...but give me another chance..i was nervous.....kk..alrite..i noe..i noe..its not a good enough reason..BUT ...i am trying my best to play stopper as i am not use to it..i'm not trying to be rude or sumthin wadever..but think 4 urself..is it easy for us when they all the time attack while our mid and strike nver help..?..even want to clear also diff..listen..i really mean it..it is always easier said than done..the field is terrible..,our players are everywhere..kk..i will tell u the truth..the reason y i was going for the left mid was because xiu ming go up..in the end they tried to counter and use left mid..i covered xiu ming's place and tried close him down..but he switch to center to shoot...i knew center have zul and haidir.. and 4 ONCE..4 ONCE..i tried to trust them..i knew that if the left mid cut in..they will be there to cover 4 me..in the match..i tried to tell you..but i kept my patience as i know if i tell you..you will think its and excuse and sub me out..Nasir is fast..i admit..just because he got through me.. y are so fuss and angry abt it..THINK...if u r in my shoes..u will also confirm cannot go 4 it..im dying in the match man..c'mon lah cap..cant you see... The way they attack is as if they just pump it up..all goals are just pumping the ball outside penalty box and it went in....when the free kick Nasir score..u ask me to mark the man bahind me..i knew that..i was just observing line playing offside trap...and just 4 dat goal..i got the blame..and when mithun throw in that Nasir intercept..that was mithuns fault..he knew i was covered with THREE men..which is Nasir,the left mid guy and 1 center mid...he went for dat risk to throw long ball...i cannot catchup with Nasir..EVEN u cant.. i take all the blamings when i was trying my best..this isnt fair..IF U WERE IN MY SHOES..,wad would you do..?..just because a cap scold you..wouldnt you feel disheartened...when u take ALL the blamings..HUH..??..Haiqal pun admit..wee kiong and xiu ming is playing defend..y the hell they go up..??..yishun sec has easily gotten the ball through our centre..and they straight away pump..y are you blaming all to me..?..u already noe we sucks..and u expect us to play well in a match againsts yishun sec just like dat when we[ mithun,ali,wee kiong and me]are suffering behind..we hardly get help from midfield..i and wee kiong cannot make it 4 thurs..Gd luck..Although i feel dat u did sumthin dat disheartened me..I WILL DEFINITELY RESPECT AND SERVE YOU AS MY CAPTAIN..u will always be my captain and leader of the team..Go get'em cap..and Gd luck!!..i will be behind you all the time..This is speacially made 4 you...MY CAP...

sang my troubles away @ 8:45 PM